Ugh! I can breathe again!!! It's such a wonderful feeling. The past couple of months have been suffocating. I've been in a chapter of my adventure where I've been slaying dragons. Money, love, money and building my practice. Not to mention a few other things.
According to fairy tales, the slaying dragons part of the adventure is supposed to be romantic and glorious. BULL!! It's a lot of worry and hard work. It's spending more days in the dark than in the light and praying like there is no tomorrow. (Somedays we actually think there may be no tomorrow)
All that shifted today!!
First, I was awakened at 4:45 this morning. I heard intuition as plain as day tell me something important about Sean. Unfortunately, I didn't write it down, but it gave me great peace that is still with me. But that's just the tip of the ice berg and compared to the rest of the day, pretty irrelevant.
Later, when I actually got out of bed I decided it would be really nice to sit in my favorite park; under my favorite tree and enjoy the sunshine. So I got up, got dressed and decided to spend my last $5 on breakfast at Dunkin Donuts and head out. I got to the park and found my spot. It was cold enough for a coat, however there was no wind and the sun was warm on my face. It was heavenly!
Now this particular park is my sanctuary. I've walked hundreds of miles on the trail. I've celebrated good days there and cried a lot of tears too. This park is in the middle of the city, yet I've counted as many as 2 dozen deer in the picnic area on a summer evening. These same deer have walked to within 6 feet of me on many occasions. Today, I wrote in my journal and spent some quiet time with The Divine. I love the sense of peace I get when I'm there. As I finished my prayer, I looked up to find a hawk circling directly over my head. He was flying so low, I could almost see his eyes. This was of particular importance because I always take hawk as a good omen. To me, it means that my prayers have been heard and God is with me.
Next thing that happened was that I was nearly home when another hawk flew out in front of my car. I burst into tears at that moment. These were happy tears though. I heard my intuition say, "You are now standing in the light." And there was the moment of my energy shift. The day just kept getting better.
When I got home, I checked my mail to find a check that I was waiting on. It wasn't due for 2 more weeks but it arrived early. Now, I can get caught up on all my bills. YAY!!! That was the big thing. Taking away my worry over money was like blowing up a dam and good things just kept pouring out.
I talked to 4 people today about life coaching. Two made appointments to meet with me. Got my homework done for college. I went out to dinner and met a group of ladies who get together once a week to talk and crochet. I love to crochet so I made 5 new friends. Everything was just so synchronistic. I just felt like I was in the flow all day and moving forward. Sure beats feeling like I was sinking in quicksand. I can say, it's been a fantastic day!
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